Oh that damn period. I can feel it coming. I thought for sure this was my moth for a BFP. Nope I can feel the evil monster coming. Good thing is that I am nicer than I have been in months. Seems right before the Witch is coming I just loose my mind. I am bummed and kind of freaking out that I am getting older and how hard it has been to even get prego let alone how to stay prego. I am made an apt with a RE for March 8th. I think its time to get the ball rolling on this baby thing. Lord please let me be a great mom and teach our child the ways of you. I know I am not perfect but neither is teen mom. I am much nicer and older and i have a good husband and most important a relationship with you. She may too I am not knocking them girls. My eggs are just getting older and I don't want to be an old mom like my mom. Her and my brother are 45 years apart. Me and him are 27 years apart. I can be childless but by damn it I am going to travel and get me a supped up caddy like this one. Hopefully I can have both even it has cheerios and formula in the back. I will have leather seats. Jer will take one of these. How ugly huh?
Thank you for your sweet comments and support. It's nice to hear from someone who understands. I hate when I can feel AF coming. It's like let's get it over with already! I'm dreading start to TTC again. It's stressful and not fun. : ( good luck to you!
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