To my Gram!

Well its been a few days sense I posted anything but here is whats been happening. I have been to the doc almost everyday this week. My follicles are at 18,16,15 as of Wednesday. They had me do one more night of Menopur. I should trigger tonight and have the IUI done on Saturday. The the 2week wait begins. I had no side effects of the Menopur but I am extremely irritated. Kinda like PMS x10. I feel bad for Jer I know I couldn't live with someone like me.Work has been kind of stressful  I really do appreciate James and what he does it sucks when he is gone. He does work pretty dang hard. Jer had a lecture from his mom today. I think she is super happy we are trying finally for kids. She said that she will be at our house everyday to make sure the babies are OK and helping with chores ect. She says there better not be any dog hair(we have 5 muts) Some people may find this intruding but I am ok with it. Jer's mom reminds me of my gram just a little less crazy then my gram. I really have come to appreciated Jer's parents and all they have done for us. They have the experience that I don't. When I hit 26 or 27 I realized I don't know nothing about life. Sometimes it can be hard but I wouldn't have the husband I do without her.

My gram was 10x's crazier. I felt bad for my mom. She had it hard. My mom would have the house spotless and my gram would always find something wrong. My mom had the house spotless one time and gram came in and stuck her finger in a plant and told my mom her plants are dry to water them. No the house looks nice just water your plants. I miss the 4 billion calls a day from her. The "Call me its an emergency" voice mails and really she just wanted to say Hi. I miss the stopping by my house at all hours to see what I was doing because she was lonely. The constant shit she would start because she could.  She loved drama. The lies and roomers of what I was doing wrong they were always entertaining. She was tough as nails on me and I was scared to death of her.  Now my brother and sisters weren't scared of her as much and they tested her and she kicked their ass seriously. My brother told her F-U and he ran she said oh ya you son of a bitch. He was all state in track and was fast she picked up a rock and pegged him right in the back of the head knocking him to the ground. She only hit me twice ever. She had a meanness that I didn't test for that I finished school and always succeeded at everything I have put my mind to. I miss it all because I know that she cared and loved me so much that she would do anything for her daughter. I was her 1st grandchild and she was so young to be grandma that I became her daughter too. I miss you Gram! Today has been 3 years from her passing. Happy Mothers day to all the women who are mom's and who one day soon will be mom's.