Today I went to the Fertility doc and I was randomized for Menopur(injectable). I am super excited and so nervous I can't even express. Jer and I had talked to an Reproductive Endocrinology 3 years ago and were going to start the process of trying Clomid and IUI. For some reason we never continued after testing. I look back and I don't think it was the right time. Its almost surreal that we are moving forward. Menopur has a higher chance with multiples. Maybe we will get lucky and have triplets and be done forever.   If we have a daughter she will be Luciema Kate-Rae and if its a boy Kiko Floyd. The girls names are Jer's and my grandmothers names combined and the boys is a grandfather and my great uncle who was killed when he was young.  Honestly I am getting older and just even having one is a blessing whether its my own or adopted. They will have great parents who will love them. If we end up not being parents thats ok too we will just adopted more dogs they always love you even when they hit 13.  I go back to the doc Sat for more monitoring and then maybe back on Monday. I am grateful to have a job that lets me take off and make up time. Thanks Boss Man. Above a pic of my gram today really made me miss her, she would be the one I would share all this information with well now you get to listen to it.